真っ黒な雪 | Makkuro na Yuki

Title: 真っ黒な雪
Romaji: Makkuro na Yuki
Translation: Pitch black snow
Arrangement: Comp
Lyrics: Ranko
Vocals: Ranko

Original theme:

  • Wataru mono no Todaeta Hashi – Touhou Chireiden ~ Subterranean Animism; stage 2 theme

Albums:

  • Engen Kagura Uta (track 3)
  • Neko no Anmin DISC (track 10)

Sample:

Versions

  • Original version: the one released on Engen Kagura Uta.
  • A piano instrumental rearrangement by Paprika was released on Neko no Anmin DISC.

Lyrics

失くした日、浮かぶ。集められない。
濁る夢、笑う、遠い安らぎ。
nakushita hi, ukabu. atsumerarenai.
nigoru yume, warau, tooi yasuragi.

「貴方」さえいれば…
“anata” sae ireba…

ひとりきりでたたずむみじめなわたしにふる、
嘘色、真っ白、雪。
思い出さえ今では朽ち果て消えゆくのに、
闇に映る、影。
hitorikiri de tatazumu mijime na watashi ni furu,
usoiro, masshiro, yuki.
omoide sae ima de wa kuchihate kie yuku no ni,
yami ni utsuru, kage.

失くした陽、行方、未だ知れずに。
探すけど、憐れ、もう戻れない。
nakushita hi, yukue, imada shirezu ni.
sagasu kedo, aware, mou modorenai.

増えてゆく「わたし」
fuete yuku “watashi”

妬ましくて、寂しくて、鬼になり鬼にした。
怨みはわたしに降る。
重く沈む白無垢は涙で赤く染まり、
此処に刻まれる。
netamashikute, samishikute, oni ni nari oni ni shita.
urami wa watashi ni furu.
omoku shizumu shiromuku wa namida de akaku somari,
koko ni kizamareru.

届けて欲しい、「貴方」に、わたしの愛全てを。
今にも壊れそうで。
雪はもはや真っ黒に、全てを包みこんで。
闇に溶けて、消える。
影は永久に、傍に。
todokete hoshii, “anata” ni, watashi no ai subete wo.
ima ni mo kowaresou de.
yuki wa mohaya makkuro ni, subete wo tsutsumikonde.
yami ni tokete, kieru.
kage wa towa ni, soba ni.

Translation

The days I lost, they come to mind. I can’t gather them.
I laugh at those cloudy dreams, it’s my distant peace of mind.

If only “you” were here…

I’m standing all alone, so miserable,
In this pure white, false-colored snow.
Even my memories are now decaying and fading away,
But shadows are reflected in the darkness.

The sun I lost, its whereabouts still unknown.
I search for it, but poor me, it won’t be back.

It multiplies, “myself”

I was jealous, I was lonely, I became a demon and made myself a demon.
The grudges fall on me.
My white vest that sinks heavily is stained red with tears,
And it is engraved here.

I want “you” to receive all my love.
I feel like I’m about to break.
The snow is now pitch black, enveloping everything.
I melt into the darkness, and disappear.
The shadows will be beside me, for eternity.