Title: 誤摩化し
Romaji: Gomakashi
Translation: Deception
Arrangement: Paprika
Lyrics: Ranko
Vocals: Ranko
Original theme:
- Ningyou Saiban ~ Hito no Katachi Moteasobishi Shoujo; – Touhou Youyoumu ~ Perfect Cherry Blossom; Alice Margatroid’s theme
Album:
- Itanshinmon (track 8)
Sample:
According to Ranko, this song is about MariAli.
Lyrics
神様はいつも意地悪だなんて
どうしようもないことでいじけてた
自分で選んだ孤独な道が
いやになるくらい寂しくて泣いた
kamisama wa itsumo ijiwaru da nante
doushiyou mo nai koto de ijiketeta
jibun de eranda kodoku na michi ga
iya ni naru kurai samishikute naita
久々に会ったあなたはまるで
違う人みたいに成長した
けれどそのはにかんだ笑顔だけ
あの時と変わらず嬉しくなった
hisabisa ni atta anata wa marude
chigau hito mitai ni seichou shita
keredo sono hanikanda egao dake
ano toki to kawarazu ureshiku natta
また会えて良かったって思ってたら
「また会えて良かったな」あなたが言った
mata aete yokatta tte omottetara
“mata aete yokatta na” anata ga itta
ずっと独りだった心にそよ風が吹いた
あなたのこと思うと笑顔になれる
zutto hitori datta kokoro ni soyokaze ga fuita
anata no koto omou to egao ni nareru
神様ごめんね八つ当たりして
悪いのは自分の卑屈な心
分かってるけれどあなたが来ないと
不安でため息ついてばっかり
kamisama gomen ne yatsuatari shite
warui no wa jibun no hikutsu na kokoro
wakatteru keredo anata ga konai to
fuan de tameiki tsuite bakkari
うちからもなにかしら盗んでっても
別にいいよ怒るけど早く来てよ
uchi kara mo nani kashira nusunde ttemo
betsu ni ii yo okoru kedo hayaku kite yo
少し行き過ぎた気持ち気付かないで欲しい
奥の奥にしまいこんで見えないよに
sukoshi ikisugita kimochi kidzukanaide hoshii
oku no oku ni shimaikonde mienai yo ni
夢じゃない何かなんて知りたくなかったの
こんな想いするくらいなら独りでいい
そんな嘘ついて心誤魔化そうとしても
あなたのこと考えると幸せなの
yume janai nanika nante shiritakunakatta no
konna omoi suru kurai nara hitori de ii
sonna uso tsuite kokoro gomakasou toshitemo
anata no koto kangaeru to shiawase na no
Translation
Translated by Anonymous Karakasa
God is always so malicious.
I grow timid whenever things are hopeless.
I’ve gotten so sick of the lonely path I chose
That I wept desolately.
You, who I’ve met a long time ago,
Has grown up to be a completely different person.
However, your bashful smiling face
Still makes me as happy as it did back then.
Just when I thought how glad I am we met again,
You told me: “I’m glad we met again.”
I’ve always been alone, a soft wind blowing through my heart.
But I can smile when thinking about you.
God, sorry for always taking my anger out on you.
My menial heart is to blame for everything.
I understand it now, but you won’t come.
All I can do is sigh anxiously.
Even if you steal something from my house,
I don’t care. I’ll get angry, but just come already!
I hope you won’t notice my feelings that go a bit too far.
I’ve locked them so deep inside, they can’t be seen.
I didn’t want to know about something apart from dreams.
If I’m having thoughts like this, I’m better off alone.
I’ve tried to deceive this lying heart of mine,
But only thinking about you fills me with so much happiness.