Title: 恋死に
Romaji: Koishi ni
Translation: Dying of love
Arrangement: Comp
Lyrics: Ranko
Vocals: Ranko
Original theme:
- Last Remote – Touhou Chireiden ~ Subterranean Animism; extra stage theme
Albums:
- Oriental Yumekikou (track 5)
- Neko no Anmin DISC (track 4)
Sample:
Versions
- Original version: the one released on Oriental Yumekikou.
- A piano instrumental rearrangement by Paprika was released on Neko no Anmin DISC.
The title of the song is a pun between Koishi’s name and the verb “koijini” (恋死), which means “dying of love”.
Lyrics
時が終わりを告げる
「全ては遅過ぎた」と。
喉の奥 血塗れの言葉が
息も出来ずに張り付いて乾く
toki ga owari wo tsugeru
“subete wa ososugita” to.
nodo no oku chimamire no kotoba ga
iki mo dekizu ni haritsuite kawaku
嘘なら良かったね 初めからなかったことに
お願い、ねえ 返して
uso nara yokatta ne hajime kara nakatta koto ni
onegai, nee kaeshite
守ることも出来ず瞳を開けぬまま
殺された 死んで逝った 恋心
夢の続きは亡く 眩しい笑顔すら
灰色に変わり朽ちる
mamoru koto mo dekizu hitomi wo akenu mama
korosareta shinde itta koigokoro
yume no tsudzuki wa naku mabushii egao sura
haiiro ni kawarikuchiru
辛く険しい道でも何時かは忘れられる
出会いさえ無ければ良かったと心が嘆く
その手で終わらせて
tsuraku kewashii michi demo itsuka wa wasurerareru
deai sae nakereba yokatta to kokoro ga nageku
sono te de owarasete
涙もこぼれない 引きつった笑みさえ浮かぶ
後はもう壊すだけ
namida mo koborenai hikitsutta emi sae ukabu
ato wa mou kowasu dake
生まれ来る罪達 全てを許せたら
昇華され報われる 恋心
夢の終わりを見て 眩しい笑顔だけ
焼き付けたまま朽ちる
umare kuru tsumitachi subete wo yurusetara
shouka sare mukuwareru koigokoro
yume no owari wo mite mabushii egao dake
yakitsuketa mama kuchiru
死んだ世界の中 本当はなにもかも
抱きしめて愛したい それなのに
深い業が故に 貶められて行く
貴方の愛が欲しい
生まれ来る罪達 全てを許せたら
昇華され報われる 恋心
夢の終わりを見て 眩しい笑顔だけ
焼き付けたまま朽ちる
shinda sekai no naka honto wa nanimokamo
dakishimete aishitai sore na no ni
fukai gou ga yue ni otoshimerarete yuku
anata no ai ga hoshii
umare kuru tsumitachi subete wo yurusetara
shouka sare mukuwareru koigokoro
yume no owari wo mite mabushii egao dake
yakitsuketa mama kuchiru
Translation
Time will tell the end
“It’s all too late”.
Deep in my throat, the blood-stained words
Stick and dry, breathless.
I wish it was a lie. That it never happened in the first place.
Please, hey, give it back
I couldn’t protect it, I couldn’t open my eye
It has been killed, it died and it’s gone, my feeling of love
The continuation of the dream is gone, and even my dazzling smile
Turns gray and decays
It’s a hard road, but someday it will be forgotten
I wish I had never met you, my heart laments
Let me end it with my own hands
No tears spill. I can’t even see the smile on my face
All I have to do is destroy it.
If I can forgive all the sins that come into being
My feeling of love will be sublimated and rewarded
Dreaming the end of the dream, and with only my dazzling smile
Burned in my memory, I decay
In the dead world, I really want to
Embrace and love everything, and yet
Because of my deep karma, I’m being humiliated
I want your love
If I can forgive all the sins that come into being
My feeling of love will be sublimated and rewarded
Dreaming the end of the dream, and with only my dazzling smile
Burned in my memory, I decay