自分乾杯 | Jibun Kanpai

Title: 自分乾杯
Romaji: Jibun Kanpai
Translation: Myself will celebrate
Composition: Comp
Lyrics: Comp
Vocals: Ranko

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Lyrics

アチコチまた錆び付いた
『良し』とされる固定された概念渦巻いて
飽き飽きした虚無感が
襲いかかる夜に涙溶かして
achikochi mata sabitsuita
“yoshi” to sareru kotei sareta gainen uzumaite
akiakishita kyomukan ga
osoikakaru yoru ni namida tokashite

『去る者は追わず』でいいのにな
所謂そのみんなの言う『普通』が分からなくって
“saru mono wa owazu” de ii noni na
iwayuru sono minna no iu “futsuu” ga wakaranakutte

見つめ合った自分は他人に見える自分じゃなくて
焦る そう何度でも
勝つも負けるもないよ 結末を決めたのは誰だ?
吠える 冷えきった風に吹かれ
自分 自分 自分 自分乾杯!
mitsumeatta jibun wa hito ni mieru jibun janakute
aseru sou nandodemo
katsu mo makeru mo nai yo ketsumatsu wo kimeta no wa dare da?
hoeru hiekitta kaze ni fukare
jibun jibun jibun jibun kanpai!

噛みつき嘲笑われた
過去の記憶 鼻の奥にこびりついて臭う
アベコベ戯れ物差しが
僕を計る 真実サイズ教えて
kamitsuki azawarawareta
kako no kioku hana no oku ni kobiritsuite niou
abekobe zaremono sashi ga
boku wo hakaru honto saizu oshiete

触れない黒い靄の様
はらうことも逃げることも出来ない こんがらがって
sawarenai kuroi moya no you
harau koto mo nigeru koto mo dekinai kongaragatte

何を足して何引く? 何を捨てて何を掴むの?
生きる その礎に
しゃがみこんだ現在でも勢いよく伸ばせば飛べる?
やれる 浮ついた世界の中
自分 自分 自分 自分乾杯!
nani wo tashite nani hiku? nani wo sutete nani wo tsukamu no?
ikiru sono ishizue ni
shagamikonda ima demo ikioi yoku nobaseba toberu?
yareru uwatsuita sekai no naka
jibun jibun jibun jibun kanpai!

躓いて転んでも 明日が見えなくてもいいよ
生きる そう何度でも
見つめ合った自分は他人に見える自分じゃなくて
焦る そう何度でも
勝つも負けるもないよ 結末を決めたのは誰だ?
吠える 冷えきった風に吹かれ
自分 自分 自分 自分乾杯!
自分 自分 自分 自分乾杯!
自分 自分 自分 自分生きる!
tsumazuite korondemo ashita ga mienakutemo ii yo
ikiru sou nandodemo
mitsumeatta jibun wa hito ni mieru jibun janakute
aseru sou nandodemo
katsu mo makeru mo nai yo ketsumatsu wo kimeta no wa dare da?
hoeru hiekitta kaze ni fukare
jibun jibun jibun jibun kanpai!
jibun jibun jibun jibun kanpai!
jibun jibun jibun jibun ikiru!

Translation

I’m getting rusty all over again.
Fixed concepts of “goodness” are swirling around me.
This sense of emptiness that I’m tired of
It melts my tears in the night when it hits me

“Do no pursue those who leave you”, that’s good to know
I couldn’t understand the so-called “normal” that everyone was talking about.

I’m not the one that other people see when we look at each other
I’m in a hurry, yes, again and again
There’s no such thing as win or lose. Who decides the ending?
It howls, blowing in the cold wind
Myself, myself, myself will celebrate!

I was bitten and ridiculed
The memories of my past stick in the back of my nose and stink
A contrarian, playful ruler
Measures me. Tell me the true size

Like a black mist that can’t be touched
I can’t get rid of it, I can’t get away from it, I’m so confused

What do I add and what do I subtract? What do I throw away and what do I grab?
I’ll live, and that’s the basis
Even now, crouched down, can I fly if I extend myself vigorously?
I can do it, in a floating world
Myself, myself, myself will celebrate!

Even if I stumble and fall, even if I can’t see tomorrow, it’s okay.
I’ll live, yes, again and again
I’m not the one that other people see when we look at each other
I’m in a hurry, yes, again and again
There’s no such thing as win or lose. Who decides the ending?
It howls, blowing in the cold wind
Myself, myself, myself will celebrate!
Myself, myself, myself will celebrate!
Myself, myself, myself will live!